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Post by Laura Richardson on Thu Jun 16, 2011 4:29 pm


Name: Ducky
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Dates: 17th June - 7th July
Reason: Basically... My mind has imploded. I have muse, but it won't get down into words at the moment due to all the wrestling with whatever my brain thinks it's doing at the moment. I have no memory (yet again) and it's more waiting around to see if these drugs are The Ones and then seeing if bigger doses will make them work... We're trying to see if I can get more support than the hour a week I have so I can try to get back to school in september, which happens to be freaking me out even more. Actually everything is freaking me out.

So... I'm sorry. I want to post and app Niamh and chat in the cbox and everything, I just can't at the moment. I might end up extending this. I don't want to, and I'm sorry I'm always doing this. Everything's just... gone wrong. I'm sorry.
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Post by Hope Lysander on Thu Jun 16, 2011 7:49 pm

*hugs Ducky tonnes* OH sweetie, we're all here for you, even if you can't chat with us. We hope you get better and love you lots.

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Post by Guest on Thu Jun 16, 2011 9:32 pm

Oh, Ducky. *hugs tightly* We love you to death and we're all thinking of you. I hope you get better soonest, and we'll be here when you get back. <3 <3 <3

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Post by Admin Ghost on Thu Jun 16, 2011 9:47 pm

*hugs on the Ducky*

Just remember... This too shall pass.

Keep your head up.
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Post by Mod Waffy on Thu Jun 16, 2011 10:23 pm

*puts glitter on the ducky*

WE LOVE YOU and hope you start feeling right again soon!

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Post by Guest on Fri Jun 17, 2011 11:37 am

-snugs-

Not exactly sure what's going on (it's like a recurring theme) but no memory sounds awful, and I hope the drugs start to work, if that's good, which I'm pretty sure it is, and I love you~ and get better <3

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Post by Laura Richardson on Sun Jul 03, 2011 12:05 pm

Thanks, guys. It means a lot.

The drugs were not The Ones. So I have to come off them which is proving to be a whole bunch of not-fun, with the shaking hands and palpitations and even more anxiety and what have you. As well as this there have been developments, and not good ones. In addition to everything else I now have selective mutism (actually I always had it, but whatever) and I can't speak to anyone. They can't help me unless I talk. I can't talk unless they help me. Either way something has to give. They're looking at referring me on somewhere. Which will take more time. The depression and anxiety have spiralled, and I have no attention span. Again.

I'm going to need to extend this. I'm really really sorry, I can't face an actual conversation right now. This is... hard. A note is the best I can manage and I'm really sorry. I know I'm supposed to PM someone, but I just can't. It's too much. I'm so sorry. I just can't. I've tried and tried and tried and I can't do it. I'm sorry.
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Post by Admin Space on Sun Jul 03, 2011 5:35 pm

*sends Lari all of the hugs, ever.*

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Post by Nathanial Schram on Sun Jul 03, 2011 9:09 pm

Love you Lari....-hugs-
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Post by Laura Richardson on Sat Aug 13, 2011 11:11 am

Sorry. I feel really bad about not being here, but I'm not getting any better.

We have not got a straight answer about referrals (probably because it costs money or something) but we've tried new pills that don't seem to be working and I still can't talk and things are just... wrong. And I'm all mixed up and muddled.

So I need to extend. Again. I'm sorry, I just... I can't. I can't read right now and writing is out of the question and I wish I could, I want to come back, I really do, it's just everything's exploded everywhere. And I miss this like crazy.
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Post by Nevaeh Valentine on Tue Aug 16, 2011 1:13 am

*Cuddles our intrepid little duck* Take all the time you need, sweetie.
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Post by Guest on Tue Aug 16, 2011 2:05 am

No need for apologies, lovey. You take the time you need for you. That comes first.

:: hugs ::

I hope you start feeling better soon!

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Post by Talon Rogers on Tue Aug 16, 2011 11:47 am

*cuddles Ducky* Honeypie, you take all the time you need. We will still be here waiting for you with open arms when you're ready to come back.

We love you, honey. *hugs*
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Post by Guest on Tue Aug 16, 2011 11:20 pm

WHAT THEY ALL SAID!!!

*much much hugs and love*

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Post by Juliette Valdez on Wed Aug 17, 2011 3:44 am

Oh Ducky I'm sorry this is happening to you. But like they all said, take all the time you need -snuggles-
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Post by Mod Kels on Wed Aug 17, 2011 12:12 pm

-snugs tight- Just relax and think happy peaceful thoughts Duckers. It's no rush.

We'll be sending good healthy vibes your way.

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